MAY 2023 POST:
SOME SPECIAL DATES MAKE ME COPE WITH MEMORIES; THEY
DROP ME DOWN INTO A NEVER-ENDING BLACK HOLE TO BREAK ME INTO PIECES.
APRIL 2023 POST:
THE FIGHT FOR JUSTICE AGAINST CORRUPTION IS NEVER EASY, IT NEVER HAS BEEN
AND NEVER WILL BE. JUDGMENT FOR AN EVIL MATTER IS MANY TIMES DELAYED BUT IT IS
SURE AS LIFE, IT IS SURE AS DEATH.
MARCH 2023 POST SEE NEW POST … MY UNTOLD
PRIVATE LIFE IS PART OF THE TRIO OF MY MISERABLE KILLERS.
FEBRUARY 2023 POST
This image explains the misery and worsening of my medical
conditions that I experienced during this month of February 2023. Once again I was
infected by COVID forcing me to be confined in my storage. While battling symptoms
such as fever, cough, and shortness of breath on the third day I fainted in the
street and ended up in a hospital. The consequences of the blow I am still
suffering and are limiting my daily activities.
TO MY FOLLOWERS OF MY BLOGS
The circumstances and the basic shortcomings to lead a
decent life have not allowed me to write on my blogs or have the courage to
tell the misery that currently haunts me.
I am living in 3 places full of uncertainty and fears:
1- I spend the day between two storages. One is in
New Jersey, I rented it when I moved to New York in 2012 to demand justice from
Bank of America. Unfortunately, due to my medical conditions and changing
weather, it is difficult for me to go to New Jersey storage. I have to take 8
buses round trip, each trip takes me 3 hours due to bus schedules. Also getting
on and off the bus in high steps put my feet sore and swollen.
The other storage is in New York, and I rented it on July
8, 2022. I started renting a unit in the basement. This area of the
building has no signal, I couldn't use the phone or the internet, on top of
that, the unit in front of mine is used as a repair shop for large appliances
and there are always people in my path. I moved into a unit on the 4th floor.
In this place I was harassed by a man who also rents storage. This man would come up to me screaming,
telling me that I should save gold and money to come frequently to the storage.
It seemed that he lived in his unit.
According to the manager, this client was a person fresh out
of prison. I felt scared and moved into a unit on the first floor where I
currently spend most of my time. Amenities at this location are minimal. In the
storage there is only one plug where I can charge my computer and it is located
at the entrance of the building. I have to use a ladder to connect a cable and
hide behind a door, I have to get up every 8 minutes that the light sensor goes
out.
2- The street. Since I don't have a place to prepare
my food and I don't have a fridge to keep it, I have to walk through several
places to find something to eat. When the temperature allows me to stay outside,
I eat in a park since most of my meals are fast food.
3- I sleep in a room with 6 women, we had a quiet
environment until October 14, 2022, when an African American lesbian
came to the room. Her attitude as a scandalous man, involved in other people's
affairs and with cursing language intimidated the whole group. This woman has
not only verbally attacked me, but also a 70-year-old roommate. We were both
attacked for asking her to lower her high tone of voice in a phone
conversation.
One of my Hispanic roommates with whom I had a friendship of
respect, and I was generous with her, decided to ally herself with the newcomer
to turn the coexistence into hell. The group was forced to listen to outrageous,
vulgar, and cursing conversations as well as loud phone calls, especially video
calls. This woman on December 4, 2022, verbally and physically attacked
me in the dark late at night. She told me repeatedly in English and Spanish to
suck the "penis" of her and her mother (vulgar word used). She
says: The one who speaks here the others know it and I pass it through my ass.
You want ass!!! Ohoho... let it stick the finger in its own ass! Without any
respect for me she shows me her butt in underwear and moves it to make fun of
me.
I've witnessed terrifying acts I never thought I'd be
involved in. This woman sleeps in front of me and keeps me in shock the few
hours I'm in the room. She says cursing words to me in English and Spanish,
sings, dances, laughs out loud to get my attention.) The audios are of high
vulgar content and could be censored if I publish them. My cell phone camera is
always ready to record and have evidence of the constant mental harassment I
receive daily.
My financial situation
The economic means that I currently have do not allow me to
solve my housing problems. I was receiving alimony and my ex-husband in 2020
decided to reduce it illegally leaving me financially unable to rent an
apartment. He used the pandemic as an excuse and moved out of the U.S.
Since 2019 when I tried to rent an apartment, my search
became a nightmare that I am still living. I was burned by corruption, abuse
and terror renting a room, exhausted all my efforts to find justice and was
ignored. I screamed for help by writing to many state and federal agencies not
to get to the miserable situation of living as a homeless person, and I was not
heard… AND I'M STILL NOT HEARD.
